Feeling inspired..

Have you ever had one of those days when you feel like everything in your head needs to come out? I feel that way today. I'm feeling incredibly inspired to write it all down. There's not much substance, or reliable stories just a whole lotta garble that really needs to come out. I'm feeling inspired, I've been moved by love and I just want to share it.
I was watching a Super Sappy Teenage Romance Movie (Probably the exact one that just flashed into your head) It's so cheesy, The book was poorly written. Too Much detail in places and not much detail in others. Star Crossed Lovers, that shouldn't be together but are. I have a story in my head that I have been working on for years.. Developing Characters, Back Stories, I have an Antagonist, a Protagonist, a Hero, a Warrior, and a love interest. I have about 100 pages written in my Penzu Account. I have My Story Web all worked out and An ending that would knock your socks off. The problem is, I just don't have any time to write it all down. I know it's good. I dream of it. I think of my Characters all the time. I don't even want anyone to read it, I just want it all out of my head and onto paper. I want my story to breath life, and mesmerize me through detail. I don't want it edited or printed or bound and covered. I just want it to live.
I don't even know where to start. But I know it's going to be good.
I Yearn for a good love story, a sappy "Wuv, Twue Wuv" Kinda thing. One that ends with the beginning. When I turn the last page I want to be satisfied, but left thinking about where they go from here. I want stones left un turned and a happy ending around every corner.. I know it's not real life, But I want to believe it is. I need hope of a better tomorrow. I'm reading Nicholas Sparks right now to Satisfy my Craving for love. I just wish his books weren't so cookie cutter. "Boy meets girl, Boy Chases Girl, Girls gives in, Boy Loves girl, A fight and then a break up and then a few years go by and boy runs into girl with new boyfriend has second thoughts, goes back to old boyfriend and they walk into the sunset holding hands" I NEED MORE!!
   Stephanie Meyer, Learn to write better and get back to me with someone new!! Thanks..
                                              Kat